When?

It's when I'm standing six feet away from you and remembering all the words, emotions and truths we shared. It's when I'm sitting alone with the phone in my hand waiting for you to call and realizing it will never again ring. It's when I want to trade a thousand yesterdays and a thousand tomorrows for one today. It's when I am so alone and feel nobody can hear me or see me that I wish you were still here the most. You were the only one who ever did understand me. You were the only one that could always hear me. It's when I think about you that I wish I was with you in heaven.