These are all songs, odes to the woman I love, odes to the woman I want to love, odes to the women that I used to love or someday hope to love and a collection of things that I regret everyday are all from another blog of mine. That blog is for guys eyes, if you get my drift and didn't feel like keeping this stuff on there anymore. Ramble. Ramble.
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Have you ever found yourself wondering why Kurt Cobain is dead? I mean, was it he that did it, or was it somebody else?
In a spare room, above the garage of a Lake Washington home on April 8, 1994 the 27-year-old “leader and spiritual center” of the band Nirvana was found dead, apparently from a shot gun blast to the head.
But just what happened to Kurt Cobain on that day in April? There are many who believe he committed suicide due to a drug over dose. And there a many who believe that his loving wife, rocker Courtney Love, either killed him herself or hired somebody to do it for her.
Below, you will find information about his death, and who I think that it was that either killed him or orchestrated his murder.
In May, 1991, Cobain first met his future wife, Courtney Love, at a L7/Butthole Surfers concert in Los Angeles. And based on their love for the same music, and musicians such as The Vaselines, The Melvins, The Meat Puppets, The Wipers and The Raincoats and too many drugs to list, the two began spending much time together as a couple.
In 1992, Love found out that she was pregnant, Cobain trusted that the child was his, and married her on Waikiki Beach, Hawaii on February 24, 1992. Perhaps Love had an idea that the baby, named Frances Bean Cobain (because Kurt thought that she looked like a lima bean in a sonogram) born on August 18, 1992, would slow her husband down in both life, and his career.
Perhaps Love wanted to slow Cobain down with his music because she, herself, was also a rocker. But instead of having the ridiculous amount of fan support and the fan following that Cobain had with Nirvana, Love was very unpopular with the same people that loved her husband so much. Many say that Love was using Cobain to increase her fame so that to sell more of the records she and her band, Hole, were making. It has been talked about that Cobain wrote many of the Hole songs that they played, without ever getting as much as a thank you in the jacket of the albums. Many people compare the relationship between Cobain and Love to that of another famous musical couple, John Lennon and Yoko Ono.
And she perhaps did slow her husband down a bit after she arrived in Rome, March 3, 1994. Cobain was diagnosed with a severs case of bronchitis and an additional diagnosis of laryngitis and was sent there the last stop on Nirvana’s Termianl Enis tour from Munich, Germany to recover. Upon Love’s arrival to Paris, she had a prescription of Rohypnol filled and went to her husband. The next morning, Love found Cobain in a state of overdose after he swallowed Love’s pills with Champagne. Or perhaps, Love tainted her husbands glass with the crushed drug.
Two weeks after that morning, Love called the police to tell them that Cobain had locked himself in a room with a gun and he was suicidal. After the police arrived, Cobain, more than willingly, handed over all of the guns in the home and informed the officers that he was not suicidal. When the officers asked Love how she formulated her ideas, she told them that Cobain had never said that he was suicidal and never seen him with a gun. So, she made the whole thing up?
One week later, Love hashed together a group of Cobain’s friends, other musicians and recording company VIP’s to make him see that he needed to undergo a detox program for his drug addiction. Cobain was determined to prove that he had no motives to kill himself, or to hurt himself, and he said that “he wasn’t doing anything that was self destructive.” He still went to the detoxification program to please the people who loved him. Perhaps he did this just to please his wife. Perhaps he did it to build his rep, nobody knows for sure. But it sounds to me that Love was just trying awfully hard to make the man that she said she loved, vanish.
And vanish he did. Two days after checking in to Exodus Recovery Center in L.A., a nanny for his daughter brought her to see Cobain. Later that eve, Cobain went outside of the center to burn a smoke. While doing so, he also climbed a fence an bailed out of the clinic.
Because nobody knew of his where about’s and very few had seen him, Love hired Tom Grant, a private investigator, to locate her husband. The day after, while forging her husbands mothers name, she filed a missing persons report with the county sheriff. On the document that she filled out, she deemed that Cobain was suicidal and in possession of one of his shot guns.
On April 8, 1994, Cobain’s body was found by Gary Smith, a Veca Electric employee who was at the Lake Washington home to install security lights. Smith has said that there was very minimal blood in the room, only a small amount coming from Cobain’s ear. He has also said that he saw no visible signs of trauma, an altercation, or any other foul play. Though the Seattle Police Departments’ autopsy report states that Cobain died of a “self inflicted gun shot wound to the head”, some find this idea hard to believe. As they should. How did Love know that her missing husband was in possession of a shotgun if she hadn’t seen him?
The same private investigator that Love hired to find her husband believes that Cobain was murdered. He believes that “the level of Heroin in Cobains’ bloodstream was 1.52 milligrams per liter.” And he has stated that no matter how much of a tolerance Cobain had for the drug, he wouldn’t have been physically able to pull the trigger of the gun. This has also been backed up by several notable experts on Heroin addiction. Grant believes that the dosage of Heroin in Cobain’s blood was used to make him immobile before the killer pulled the trigger.
He also believes that the suicide note that was at the scene was a letter that was letting everybody know of his plans to leave Love, Seattle and the music business. Several hand writing experts have studied the note and some have found it a bit odd. One has said that the entire note was written by Cobain, three, have said that the letter was not Cobain that wrote it.
Also, Grant has stated that if the position the body was found in, and if the gun that was at the scene of the death was indeed used, it would have been remarkably hard for Cobain to pull the trigger because his arm would have been to short to reach down the barrel of the gun to reach it. Signifying, that if Cobain was his own killer, he would have had to pull the trigger of the gun with his toes while the barrel was lodged into his mouth. And if he had to pull the trigger with his toes, it would have been remarkably hard to perform such an action with both of his shoes still on his feet. Which, oddly enough, they both still were.
Maybe Cobain knew who his killer was. And because he knew them, he thought that this was the best thing to do, set a scene of suicide so that the killer could continue on because he loved her, or him, and maybe their baby so much.
I believe that Courtney Love killed Curt Cobain. And I believe that he was the type of man that would allow his name to be tarnished as a coward that killed himself, so not to hurt the woman that he loved.Or maybe, this is just another attempt by the Lizard King to amass the greatest collection of musical masterminds together, as one.
In a spare room, above the garage of a Lake Washington home on April 8, 1994 the 27-year-old “leader and spiritual center” of the band Nirvana was found dead, apparently from a shot gun blast to the head.
But just what happened to Kurt Cobain on that day in April? There are many who believe he committed suicide due to a drug over dose. And there a many who believe that his loving wife, rocker Courtney Love, either killed him herself or hired somebody to do it for her.
Below, you will find information about his death, and who I think that it was that either killed him or orchestrated his murder.
In May, 1991, Cobain first met his future wife, Courtney Love, at a L7/Butthole Surfers concert in Los Angeles. And based on their love for the same music, and musicians such as The Vaselines, The Melvins, The Meat Puppets, The Wipers and The Raincoats and too many drugs to list, the two began spending much time together as a couple.
In 1992, Love found out that she was pregnant, Cobain trusted that the child was his, and married her on Waikiki Beach, Hawaii on February 24, 1992. Perhaps Love had an idea that the baby, named Frances Bean Cobain (because Kurt thought that she looked like a lima bean in a sonogram) born on August 18, 1992, would slow her husband down in both life, and his career.
Perhaps Love wanted to slow Cobain down with his music because she, herself, was also a rocker. But instead of having the ridiculous amount of fan support and the fan following that Cobain had with Nirvana, Love was very unpopular with the same people that loved her husband so much. Many say that Love was using Cobain to increase her fame so that to sell more of the records she and her band, Hole, were making. It has been talked about that Cobain wrote many of the Hole songs that they played, without ever getting as much as a thank you in the jacket of the albums. Many people compare the relationship between Cobain and Love to that of another famous musical couple, John Lennon and Yoko Ono.
And she perhaps did slow her husband down a bit after she arrived in Rome, March 3, 1994. Cobain was diagnosed with a severs case of bronchitis and an additional diagnosis of laryngitis and was sent there the last stop on Nirvana’s Termianl Enis tour from Munich, Germany to recover. Upon Love’s arrival to Paris, she had a prescription of Rohypnol filled and went to her husband. The next morning, Love found Cobain in a state of overdose after he swallowed Love’s pills with Champagne. Or perhaps, Love tainted her husbands glass with the crushed drug.
Two weeks after that morning, Love called the police to tell them that Cobain had locked himself in a room with a gun and he was suicidal. After the police arrived, Cobain, more than willingly, handed over all of the guns in the home and informed the officers that he was not suicidal. When the officers asked Love how she formulated her ideas, she told them that Cobain had never said that he was suicidal and never seen him with a gun. So, she made the whole thing up?
One week later, Love hashed together a group of Cobain’s friends, other musicians and recording company VIP’s to make him see that he needed to undergo a detox program for his drug addiction. Cobain was determined to prove that he had no motives to kill himself, or to hurt himself, and he said that “he wasn’t doing anything that was self destructive.” He still went to the detoxification program to please the people who loved him. Perhaps he did this just to please his wife. Perhaps he did it to build his rep, nobody knows for sure. But it sounds to me that Love was just trying awfully hard to make the man that she said she loved, vanish.
And vanish he did. Two days after checking in to Exodus Recovery Center in L.A., a nanny for his daughter brought her to see Cobain. Later that eve, Cobain went outside of the center to burn a smoke. While doing so, he also climbed a fence an bailed out of the clinic.
Because nobody knew of his where about’s and very few had seen him, Love hired Tom Grant, a private investigator, to locate her husband. The day after, while forging her husbands mothers name, she filed a missing persons report with the county sheriff. On the document that she filled out, she deemed that Cobain was suicidal and in possession of one of his shot guns.
On April 8, 1994, Cobain’s body was found by Gary Smith, a Veca Electric employee who was at the Lake Washington home to install security lights. Smith has said that there was very minimal blood in the room, only a small amount coming from Cobain’s ear. He has also said that he saw no visible signs of trauma, an altercation, or any other foul play. Though the Seattle Police Departments’ autopsy report states that Cobain died of a “self inflicted gun shot wound to the head”, some find this idea hard to believe. As they should. How did Love know that her missing husband was in possession of a shotgun if she hadn’t seen him?
The same private investigator that Love hired to find her husband believes that Cobain was murdered. He believes that “the level of Heroin in Cobains’ bloodstream was 1.52 milligrams per liter.” And he has stated that no matter how much of a tolerance Cobain had for the drug, he wouldn’t have been physically able to pull the trigger of the gun. This has also been backed up by several notable experts on Heroin addiction. Grant believes that the dosage of Heroin in Cobain’s blood was used to make him immobile before the killer pulled the trigger.
He also believes that the suicide note that was at the scene was a letter that was letting everybody know of his plans to leave Love, Seattle and the music business. Several hand writing experts have studied the note and some have found it a bit odd. One has said that the entire note was written by Cobain, three, have said that the letter was not Cobain that wrote it.
Also, Grant has stated that if the position the body was found in, and if the gun that was at the scene of the death was indeed used, it would have been remarkably hard for Cobain to pull the trigger because his arm would have been to short to reach down the barrel of the gun to reach it. Signifying, that if Cobain was his own killer, he would have had to pull the trigger of the gun with his toes while the barrel was lodged into his mouth. And if he had to pull the trigger with his toes, it would have been remarkably hard to perform such an action with both of his shoes still on his feet. Which, oddly enough, they both still were.
Maybe Cobain knew who his killer was. And because he knew them, he thought that this was the best thing to do, set a scene of suicide so that the killer could continue on because he loved her, or him, and maybe their baby so much.
I believe that Courtney Love killed Curt Cobain. And I believe that he was the type of man that would allow his name to be tarnished as a coward that killed himself, so not to hurt the woman that he loved.Or maybe, this is just another attempt by the Lizard King to amass the greatest collection of musical masterminds together, as one.
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